Reactions

Does there always have to be a hesitation?
Do you always have to react the same?
Is there by any chance a distraction?
Or is it the feelings that aren't same?

Do you know what it does to me?
The reactions that you give
Do you know how much they hurt me?
Or should I just forget and forgive?

Saying one thing then leaving me in the dark.
Is this the type of game we've been playing from the start?