Sometimes I just...

Sometimes I just feel so fucking lonely,
Everytime when my knife hits my wrists.
All the pain and all the torture,
Makes me want to cease to exist.

Sometimes I just only want to die,
I just only want to see my friends.
There is no hope left for me in my life,
To see them before it ends.

Sometimes I just wonder why I'm laying in my bed,
And not under my token.
I simply can't leave my family and friends,
But I'm still so fucking broken.

Sometimes I just wonder why I really want to go,
There's always someone who wants me to stay.
I only stay for you my friends,
I'll never leave again
But I rather burn out,
Than fucking fade away.