home and happiness

For my whole life, I was alone and sad
No friends, or parents who cared about me
Bullied, left behind, depressed,
hoping there will come someone who can show me the way
many of unhappy years passed, alone,…
home situation did go from bad to worse, I didn’t believe anymore
I did wonder every day again, who am I, what do I really want, and why am I still here?
But one day, everything changed…
At 14 march this year, it’s like a wonder…
There appeared a circus on the square (2 meter from my house)
From that moment everything started, like puzzle pieces coming into place
I felt like I never felt before, I was in a complete different world,
A world where I was able to forget my worries, where I could be happy for real
Where I could feel free
I finally know from that moment who I am and what I wanted to do.
The place where I belong, where my happiness is…
That place is for me like home, when I go there I feel like I’m coming home again
The people are like family for me, a family how it have to be, like I never knew
And then… there was you, I felt something like I never ever did felt with someone else
I know that u are the one for me, for me you are not only a lover
But also like my best friend that I never had and like a brother, and my child
I feel emotional so close to you, you mean everything for me
I started to believe in love again and such… thanks to you
But even more, what no one ever was able to do make me believe in myself
And make me think of myself I’m good enough and worth it
No one understand how much I love him, just by thinking of him.
Now… I only have memories left (and some photo’s), I feel lonely and I miss them
I want to go home again to my family and be happy