all alone

Everynight….i sit here at home…..
all by myself….all alone…
wondering and asking myself…where and why did I go wrong…..
I allway’s do my best…..i allway’s fight so strong……
But whatever I do……it seems as if failure is my middlename….
I already changed……I am not the same…..
Maybe one day you will realize how hard it was for me…..
At the moment life will set me free……