Faded away.

You told me you would be forever by my side.
But when we saw each other not that much anymore, things got difficult.
I tried to hang out, but you were always busy.
You had other things on your mind.
So you left me behind.

I trusted you with all my heart.
But when I think of you now, I don’t feel the way I felt before.
Instead of making me feel happy and warm.
It’s just stormy and cold.

I don’t have real friends where I can let my heart go.
And I think I can’t do that with anyone anymore.
All the people I know are more like half friends.
I talk, I laugh with them, but I won’t trust them with my fears or secrets.
But that’s fine.
I got all that stuff for myself in my own mind.

But that you made new friends is really good.
Because the thing is…
I may have BS carved in my skin.
But just like you, it fades away.