Total Breakdown

Total breakdown
In my mind
In my body
Emotions overruled
The strenght of my mind
The spirit runned out
Of my captured promisses
My hidden personality
Broke down my precious wall

Which lead to the cave
The cave within me
I wished that no one
Could reach it again
Because the pain that's in there
Is trying to conquer
My steady engagement
The connection within

Two extremes
Fighting eachother
While all they wish for
Is to be loved
Can they be reunited
with one another
So that the breakdown
Will heal again
Stop the continuous
Fighting for the crown

Internal healing
Has to take place
In body and mind
So the cave of the sorrow
Can be filled with laughter
And my inner childs' wish
The land of tomorrow
Is what you will find

I'm a broken soul
With loads on her mind
Sometimes it's to heavy
carrying the weight
The whole world
on my shoulders
It's hard to stay strong
To keep up the faith

That little kids' journey
Mountains climbed
Rivers tamed
I did it by myself
Every step of the way
Now the time has come
to help her crying
To give her the chance
To shine again!