You're my friend

I won't tell you any lies.
I see this world through troubled eyes.
When I want to talk about some more.
I think I will find myself knocking on your door.
I know the blessing of birth, I felt the burden of death.
I know what it is like to see a loved one's last breath.
And when I feel like I want to talk about it once again.
I count on you to be my man.
I have felt cold hands on my back, I felt the meaningless kisses on my head.
And I still wonder, how sad would I be if we never met?
A lot of troubles behind me and a lot more to in sight.
I have to keep my smile up and keep fighting the fight.
But when my dark clouds start to gather, you are the one on whom I depend.
You, because you always say you're my friend.