I don't have a home

I need someone
to talk with
to walk with
to tell it

I need someone
to share the secret
to hug me when I’m cold
to never lose and never hold

Someone to kiss
who I can’t miss
who lays with me in bed
someone to share my secret

I need someone
right here, right now
this moment
someone who knows how

Someone who can replace
the pain on my inside
someone for whom
I don’t have to hide

I’m fine

Call me when you need me
I’ll be here
in my room, alone
in a house, in my street
in this house, where I bleed
it’s where I lived and where I walked
where I cried, where we never talked

But a home?
Don’t call it like that
I don’t have a home.