I love you, rest in peace.

Every step I take, every time my foot touches the ground.
My journey continuous, but you’re not around.
Smash after smash,
I take them all without hesitation.
It always been like this,
This life filled with drama, fights and frustration.
You had my back and kept it straight for me.
You kept me strong when I saw no reason to be.
You helped me to dream, you led me to every mountain top.
You talked all the bad ideas out of my head, with you there was no reason to stop.
If I saw devils on the road to my victory. you scared them away, you made sure they just let me be.
Like this I could chase my biggest fantasies.
For all the locked doors, you had the keys.
You let me in with a smile and let me discover the place for awhile.
Is this really the way I want to go?
Are there other opportunities you could show?
You were the rest in my head.
You made sure that I got what i wanted to get.
For you, I couldn’t do the same.
I couldn’t stop your devils when they came.
You opened the wrong door, but you decided to go.
You opened the door to your own sorrow.
Overwhelmed by intense pain, you said you had to go forever.
But that I shouldn’t feel like I couldn’t do something, never.
You told me I had to open my own doors and handed me the keys.

I love you, rest in peace.