A year ago

Everything today reminds me,
it reminds me where I was, it reminds me of what I did, it reminds me of who I wanted to be.
The flowers that you wore in your hair, I see them in every garden. I see them everywhere.
I remember the look in your eyes. To make you hopeful with words that turned out to be mostly lies.
Those hopeful looks, because of the promises I made. I saw them disappear, I watched them slowly fade.
Was it foolish of me? To promise you a future that could never really be?
Everything today, reminds me how badly I wanted you to stay.
It started slow,  but then I realized I will never be, what I thought exactly one year ago