Overthinking

I am always overthinking,
about everything I do or say.
About what people think of me,
if they think I am okay.
About if what I said was right?
or should I had to keep my mouth closed?
If what I did could hurt sombody,
that’s whats tortures me the most.
If I, because of what I did,
could lose somebody near?
losing someone I really care about,
that’s my biggest fear.
Thinking about if I really can trust
the one I trusted to fast.
And spending to much energy,
on a friendship who eventually never would have last.
I’m always afraid of letting people down,
or hurt them in any possible way.
Thats why I spend so much time,
thinking about the things I do and say.