What would I do?

Oh, what I would do, to get some love from you.
Now that that you're gone life seems so unfair.
Could you send me some love from up there?
Is it nice, the place where you are? Are you in heaven? Or did you change into the brightest star?
Is it true what people say?
Does dying hurt, or is it kinda okay?
Guide me! guide me to the places I belong to be!
Give me answers, where? What? Who?
If that is no longer with you.
Teach me how to live again.
Teach me to be that man.
Or am I still that little boy you cared for? I don't want to be that is for sure...
All you taught me is to be open minded, kindly hearted,strong, open, proud...
But your death is still something I can't talk about...