Would I turn to you?

To who would I turn if I have to? Would that be you?
Will you do that for me?
Always available like you said you’re going to be.
No. Because you can’t…
That is one of the things I really can’t stand…
People who say they are going to help you like you’re their only brother, but also say that to every other…
You don’t know what is going on in my head. You don’t know my endgame or my mindset.
Do you know what I am thinking about?
Do you know when I want silence or scream it all out?
Do you know when I have my issues? Or do you want to know my weakness pure for the cause of misuse…
You knowing me? You think you do, but you don’t.
And if you think you ever will… You won’t…
So don’t come over here, do not help me when I’m in total fear.
So don’t say you’re there for me, because when i need it… You will never be.