First Love

It started out as something small,
something fresh, exciting, fun.

Then this happened,
you gave me this feeling.

This feeling everyone talks about,
which was always unknown to me,
untouchable for me

This feeling everyone loves,
adores, wants,
I found it now, but I want it to go

It makes me feel so vulnerable
depending, insecure and restless the most

I don't want you to be in my mind
all day all night

You go away!
But wait, stay