My curse

Sometimes, I have a feeling.
A feeling that I'm under a curse.
A curse that takes everything away from me.
And it feels like everyday gets worse.

Love, friends, it's all taken from me.
But I don't understand why?
I am a good boy?
Do I deserve to cry?

Everytime I get a cute boy,
Who likes me.
Then goes away with another boy,
It feels like they flee.

They always say,
Before they go,
That I'm a perfect lover.
My heart is broken many times,
It doesn't even recover.

Everyday, I feel the same pain,
It's hurting more and more.
This pain is getting way to worse,
This pain I can't ignore