Sad Moment

My happy feelings
blocked
by a massive
unreachable wall
I don’t want it,
but it’s there
Can’t do anything,
anything at all

Be gone …
Now!
I want to go to bed
Be gone!
Before I do things
I will later,
very much regret.

Water falls,
like a waterfall
down my cheeks
…
Why do I feel so bad?
I am,
what I always thought to be
Stop being so sad
earth won’t stop for me
…
I don’t feel better now
But I’m calm
There’s nothing more
I could do or say
I’ll just go to sleep
And pretend
I never felt this way