Love you always

Im still awake thinking of you
Every time i close my eyes i feel the pain i Caused
Then i Think of How badly you hurted me. why my heart , why wasnt this love more easy

Night falls And the World looks As black As my soul. Im empty out of words out of feelings out of tears
I cant believe this time i really lost you After all that time My first And only love my Good my bad my heart my pain yet my strength
All i ever needed And i Caused it to end

Morning comes the sun in my room trys to get me warm And awake
But im still cold to the Core what is it with This man so special that i cant make it and don't want it to break
Your Every where inside me its morning And i cant get up i Stare at my ceiling lost in shock

Its afternoon And no sign of you not since i said goodbye for reall
À day almost passed And still i cant place This still i just cant feel

I typed my Final words to you shaking from my tears And smothered screams trying to get out at the thought of never even hearing your warm voice again you have no idea of my fears

this all breaks my dark twisted mind
the heart you opened and warmed its cold again it's frozen it's left behind

Only you are the solution you know how I can be alive again happy and filled with love but I understand its not your task to do so anymore I know i have hurt you and it's been enough

My breathing stockes I start to get what happend just yesterday I gave up the man i loved i just gave him away

If i could crawl to you on my bare hands and knees and you would love my till end of time... How I would do it
I would do anything for you to be with me happy and healthy . I need you want you and don't you ever forget it