hell and back

I've been to hell and back.
I spill shit, trip and embarrass myself.
I can't just flutter my eyes and get what I want.
My life is messed up.
I've been through more shit than you see on TV.
Nobody's perfect.
I've been lied to, cheated on, & had my heart stolen.
I'VE FUCKED UP, FUCKED PEOPLE UP & BEEN FUCKED UP.
But, every hit was worth it because i felt it.
I KNEW IT WAS REAL.
Life is real & I'm living it wrong everyday.
I'm fucking up royally & doing everything opposite.
But do I regret one thing?
NEVER.
Because, at one point what I did was what I wanted &
I got my FUCKING SATISFACTION.
My life is mine & no stupid bitches or immature people pepole can fuck it up for me anymore.
I'm the real deal &
i'd love to see you try and fucking break me.