confusing/bounded by friendship

Impossible

Confused is a better word for this situation
I never expected this to happen
Best friends among eachother, different things happened
Why is this so difficult


You touched my soul
My intimate longings came thru
I've never felled anything with someone like this before
But bounded by friendship..., for now this has to stay secret, sad but true


Feelings are something strange
Impossible to control
I have to make a choice
I cannot let this go


Not for you , but for her
Not for me, but for you and her
Not for she, but for you and me
Not for them, but who is with who meant to be?

:(.....it's ripping me apart