To another world

What’s my life for?
To live for others?
I am suppose to live free
But I feel like walking through a forest
and bounce against every tree I pass

The question is
Am I strong enough
to walk away?
And take another scary road?
A bleeding one
One that leaves me
Leaves me with a lot of scarves

Things would be more easy when
I get my mind on hold
and sleep me through
this difficult time
But how?

Does anyone has a simple solution?

I need a key to help me
Help me
to find the right direction
To open the closed and blocked door
So I can find some peace
put my thought on hold
and let me go

To another world
One
where’s no fear
no sorrow and no pain