Nobody's tears

Tears are rolling down
just when I get in bed
with a soft sobbing sound
when nobody is there
These tears won’t sleep
’til they find my fine pillow
Such come from very deep
and nobody to show
I dont wonna look pathetic
so I rather cry alone
I am not waiting for magic
- no, I dont
Tears are filling my house
and nobody will know
This is for I finally arouse
by letting feelings go
This is for finally me
where nobody can cheer
and for feeling happy
by beating my own tears