Love you so much

all I wanted was you
but that could not
all I wanted was friendship but
went wrong even though I still want you
always happy
but it's so complicated
I sometimes just do not know anymore
I really want to give everything
but I do not regret for getting
I really want to share everything with you
but have some fear
for the consequences
I can really hard to hate
but I would just
can not miss
all I wanted was you
and I love you very much