Lost

i dreamt i lost myself.
ideals, the world and destiny.
lost, a world
of colours and voices but
my ears catched no sound and
my eyes couldn't see.

i roamed the world
which wasn't there.
my fear and pain lead me nowhere.
i heard my voice
in a wishper
disappearing
in the noices which
silence pressed me to the floor.

chocking
i felt on my knees.
panic
filled my world.

if only i was with me.