Trying to keep you out of my head

Until Now,
I always was alone.
I never really cared,
until I met you..

I think about you all the time,
Trying to keep you out of my head.
Telling my friends I am doing fine,
But all of that is a lie..

I am going through my days with a fake smile,
Cause inside I am dying..
Everything is reminding me,
Even music haunts me,

I know I told you this,
And I told you that,
But the bottom line is,
I want you back!

When I say I could move on
and that I would go,
I was saying; that I am weak
and that I can’t go on without you.

Now I am sitting all alone,
Wondering why I left you.
It’s not the same anymore,
and every time I hear your name in my head.

This is a nightmare,
please tell me that I have to wake up.
Cause I really want to tell you,
That I can’t live without you!