I'm Falling

I am falling
endlessly
without motion
into the depths
I feel nothing
I sense nothing
only oblivion
awaits me
at this bottomless pit
it embraces me
holds me tight
without shame
I am still falling
I fall victim
to numbness
I feel comfort
and pain
all at once
I try to find
the light
that once was there
but now has doused
I bear my shame
into infinity
and beyond
I am what I once was
but will still be
Forever