Will this be it?

Will this be my life?
Doing things I don’t want to?
Feeling left out?

And you, you don’t want to do anything.
All you want to do is nothing.
You only want to do that thing,
But I don’t want to anymore.

I want so much more than this.
I want to feel alive.
I want to be loved, not to be used.

I don’t know if I can go through with this.
This isn’t what I want,
I just want so much more.
But I get it now,
There won’t be more than this.

This is it.
This is what you can give me.
No more, no less.