Mixed up feelings

I’m not sure of what I’m feeling
Just sitting here.
Staring
At a ball, a bridge, a sink, a wall
But I don’t know what I’m staring at

All I do is wondering,
Wandering on the street
Wishing for something,
Something to happen
To me

But then again I feel selfish
For wanting things, while
We actually don’t need anything
But love.

Which is a lot to ask for and
Nothing at the same time
Love can be a word
Or a whole lot more

Unexpressable
Undefinable
A quick said feeling
Which can mean anything without even noticing

My feelings are mixed up
I’m feeling something I can’t describe
It’s like love, but who knows if it is.