I don't know

What should I do
Live or die
Love or hate
Friend or enemy

Can anybody say..
What should I do
Cause I don't know it anymore
Can't stand the unknow

I'm dying, I'm living
I love him
But hate him
I'm crying

Can't forget your smile
But somewhere I can
I love you with all my heart
But where is my heart

Somewhere I will find
Myself back
And know all the answers
But when.. I have no time left