Scert to dream

Scert to dream…

Never wanted to know,
Never wanted to see,
I wasted my time..
Till time wasted me.
I never wanted to go,
I always wanted to stay,
Cause the persons I am,
Are the parts I play.

I never were,
What you thout I was.
I was always there,
Feeling like dust.
All the bad things,
Everyday is the same..
happen over and over..
Everyone got me to blame.

I’ll stop fighting.
This Is what I let you know..
My last letter.. all this writing..
I look down, and stay low.
I’ll take a robe, and bind it tight.
Hope no one sees me,
I know this aint right..

Why do I need to feel this pain?
Why do I even Exist?
Why al there questios?
I got a hole list..

This is what no one Knows..
All The self-Confisence..
That’s what I show.
But behiend that mask,
Is an empty space filt with fear..
I have to do this.. The last task.
The time comes near..

I feel like a shadow,
Empty inside..
Screeming in my pillow,
Got no place to hide.

The robe is stronger,
Then my feelings deep inside..
Darkness will own
Im scert. I wont look behind.