Still in Love with you

Secretly, I still love you
I love you more than anyone else.
You mean so much to me
But you don’t know.
You go on with your life
But I can’t go longer without you.
Your touch made me always so happy.
I miss your voice,who’s whispered sweet words to me.
I miss your eyes, who's always looked so sweet at me
I miss your lips, who's always wanted to kiss me
I miss your arms, who's always wanted to hold me
I remember the first day i saw you.
I had never thought of you behind.
But once we were together
I wanted nothing more than to be always with you.
Every time you are there hundreds of kilometers away from me
And i coulant see you for one week
I missed you at those times so bad
But I always longed for the weekend
Then I could be with you.
In a short time, you become so special
I thought this is for ever
But on that day
Everything was gray and gray.
It was as if the sun never rose
That it would be dark forever.
It began as a beautiful fairy tale
But ended like a deep abyss i fell in
And not released.
My whole life came crashing down
I didn’t do anything more to be desired.
All I want is that it becomes as before
Even though I am afraid it never will be like as before
I hope every day.
Hope that you on one day publish again that you really loved me
That you never let me go
And it will be for ever