the boy

I thought i've found the love, but it was only a nightmare. You wan't to escape from his pain, you can run but you can't go far.
You really love him, but he just keeps hurting. What if you're better off without him, but that thought is really burning.
You don't know what to say to him, but he only makes you cry. Am i not special enough, i really wonder why. Maybe i have to quit with this, maybe i just have to say goodbye.