sweet goodbye's

nobody knows how I feel
nobody knows this shit is real
nobody knows the tears
are drowning me.
i ruinned every single dream.
trying to built something
but it's all breaking me.
broken is who I am.
trying to live with what I have.
but I can'tlook back 'cause
I have to go on with who I'm today.
Help me,
is the last thing I can say.