Trying

Even though I try so hard,
I don't really get a reward..
I try to let it rest,
'cause they say it's for the best.
But I don't want to let you go,
I care a lot, you know.
Damn you make it quite hard for me,
But it's all my own fauld, I see..
I want the times back like I'm used to.
But for that I've got a lot to do.
I'll Keep Fighting,
And I'll Be Waiting!