my smile

My smile ..
As everyone sees him ..
He seems not to rock ..
It's a laugh like that of everyone ..
But behind my smile ..

There is so much grief ..
Nobody looks ..
Nobody sees it ..

I want to cry ..
"Do not you see it's only an illusion '
But I do not ..
I would like others ..
But behind my smile ..

There is so much grief ..
Nobody looks ..
Nobody sees it ..

If nobody is watching me cry ..
Tears of sorrow ..
I want an arm around me ..
But I dare not ask ..