A tought girl! or ot

I look at a tough girl. I thought so.
but it is a girl fighting for her money to do everything God has forbidden, for her life and money.
she cries and says everything, everything to me.
and I believe her. for I am myself .....

I looked in a mirror, and I thought this is life and so I will not.
but then die if I could choose anything else.
my life is so hard and mean.
Why am I here I do with it ....