A scar to remember

How am i suppose to forget,
all these years of pain and regret.
The memory of all is never far,
on the moment i again see the scar.

They always tell me to move on,
not to question it all.
But i wonder how they would feel,
when every day you see
the scars that never heal..

Living with this pain is torture,
please someone help me to make sure.
I'm never again
gonna let it get this far.
I don't want to wake
with yet an other scar.