what to do

Seeing you cry makes me doubt
It makes me feel like I’m the ‘’bad guy’’ in this story
Though I know neither of us is fully to blame
I’m Sorry for the bad things we’ve been through

Your girlfriend is acting weird to me
As if I had a fight with her
She said she is my friend too
How can I find a balance between those two

You make me mad
You make me feel vulnerable
I sometimes hate you
And I hate myself for hating you

And now I feel bad
And now I’m the one feeling sad
How someone can turn you upside down like this
What all started with a little kiss

You know, I want to say goodbye
And start a new live
With you not being the lead role
But something is holding me back
I’m just not sure whether that is lack of confidence or just faith trying to tell me something..