falling apart

Falling apart

I'm falling apart
and no one can see
because I put my mask on
and I smile the whole day

but in the evening
I put my mask off
what you see
are tears rolling over my cheek

I don't have a reason to cry
I have everything I need
friends,family and that special boy
but still I do

can anybody help me?
Or do I have to solve this by myself?
Maybe I have to see life as a beautiful thing?
Because now I don't

I'm falling apart
and no one can see
because I put my mask on
and I smile the whole day