It's just me

It's just me,
I am who I am,
doesn't matter what you think of me,
Not if you are with me.

If you love me I would be happy,
if you don't I would be sad,
but I won't let it see you,
I don't want you to think I'm not strong.

You don't know it,
and I don't want you to know it,
I want to be the girl you think I am,
I want to be me in an other way.

I can try to change,
I can try to stay myself,
I want to be myself,
but when I am myself,
I'm weak.

I don't want you to see that side of me,
I want you to think I'm different,
but I know when you love me,
I will be myself,
and you will have respect for it.

(C) Joske