A future so sad

There's pain inside my heart,
my eyes are filled with tears.
It seems to be impossible to make a new start,
'cause my mind is filled with fears.

And I don't want to fight anymore,
but I decided to keep fighting.
I'd go if there was nothing to stay for,
but there is so that's the reason I'm writing.

I realized I couldn't leave them behind,
I can't let them down all because of me.
I can't ran off because of the fears in my mind,
don't you see?

And I'll keep holding on day by day,
'cause I don't want to hurt peple so bad.
I'll keep searching for another way,
even though this future looks so sad.


© Nathalie