Unspoken pain

There is much more going on,
behind this shining face.
The face is smiling,
but the mind is living on another place.
I am good in pretending,
pretending of being glad.
But behind this face,
there's an extremely pain that starts to grow.
They just don’t see it,
Or I’m just to pride to let it show.
My heart is crying,
I'm all messed up and so damn broken.
My heart is dying,
more and less each and every day,
but still my pain stay's unspoken
And will remain…