I hope you realize

There was a big fight between you and me
You said it was nothing, but in my eyes you did everything wrong
You said it was my fault, that you did nothing at all
That made me laugh, it was your fault, you just don’t have eyes to see that

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
But I won’t
This is my way to let you know how it feels
How it’s like being in my shoes
Lost a friend, but not my mind
You’ll see that you were wrong

After you realized you lost me, I got lots of text messages
I won’t pick up the phone if you call, if it was your friend, I’d lie to them
You said that she didn’t mean it that way, but it wasn’t only her fault
I don’t trust you anymore

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
But I won’t
This is my way to let you know how it feels
How it’s like being in my shoes
Lost a friend, but not my mind
You’ll see that you were wrong

My friends said you weren’t worth it to be my friend
I think they’re right
You said nothing anymore to me, even your friends didn’t call me
I finally got my rest, but not for long

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
But I won’t
This is my way to let you know how it feels
How it’s like being in my shoes
Lost a friend, but not my mind
You’ll see that you were wrong

You really wanted to make it up, to let everything behind
But I can’t, you really hurt my feelings
You said you missed me and everything we used to do
All I could was laugh about it, if you really missed me you would more than this

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
But I won’t
This is my way to let you know how it feels
How it’s like being in my shoes
Lost a friend, but not my mind
You’ll see that you were wrong

You wanted to convince me that you were really sorry
But you just don’t know what’s the problem
You said you really want to talk to me
I considered to do it

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
But I won’t
This is my way to let you know how it feels
How it’s like being in my shoes
Lost a friend, but not my mind
You’ll see that you were wrong

Eventually I talked to you
I forgave you, but it was not what I wanted
Now you think you were stupid, and yes, you were
And reading my poems, thinking about the nice times, won’t help

Everybody says that I need to talk to you
And finally I did
I forgave you for what you said, but not for what you did
Now you know how it’s like being in my shoes
Maybe I’m wrong for giving you hope, that we once could be like we used to be
But I think you know we won’t

Every time you really wanted to call me, because of what a boy you really like said to you or
just to say everything is going to be alright
There were many gossips, that I was the bad one
You wrote something for me, saying I never did something wrong
You wrote that you wanted to realise that before this happened

Maybe when we are older, I’ll forgive you from whatever you did or said
Now I know, you realized you made a big mistake
I told you, I’ve learned about this, and maybe you too
I hope for you, you did