Curse my sobriety

constantly thinking
endless motions
never silence
curse my sobriety

fruits of labor
legally stolen
paid with slavery
curse my sobriety

feeling lonely
stressy work
no letting off
curse my sobriety

turning fifty,
the world upside down
a growing void within
curse my sobriety

accumulating regrets
that come with age
no turning back time
curse my sobriety

older now,
waning health
even more thinking
curse my sobriety

should have taken booze
any liquor , any drink
the dulling that it offers
curse my sobriety