i'm done

The days flow into each other.
Days without sunlight, while I just lay in my bed.
My face drains of al its color.
While I wish I was dead.
In my bed under the covers, in my long sleeve shirt hiding al the scars.
i'm holding my breath til I feel light and see stars.
I'm often curious about who would care.
Who would care if I was gone.
Probably none of my ''friends'' not even one.
If you want to see me come soon cause im done.
Done with living, done with acting like I care.
I'm laying on my bed while I glare.
Glare into space.
That would be a peaceful place.
Thats where I want to go, to be a star.
So if you miss me just look up at the sky.
Cause i'm ready to die.