Rise or Fall

Sadness swirls like smoke in my chest
A thousand battles rage, I can't rest
My heart clicks like a broken clock
I’m stuck in place but I can’t stop
I feel the pain crawling through my skin
In my lost, I'm stuck within

Sharp whispers close in my veins
Clawing through these tangled chains
Choices scream like thunderous skies
Can I see through my own eyes?
Standing at a crossroad, I have to choose
But how do I get out without to lose

Suffocation waves through my heart.
I’m fighting,… but I’m losing a part
On a crossroad here and now
Torn between the why and how

I could lose control in myself
Or I can find my name
Standing in suffocating shadows
Or claim my own flame

Will I rise or will I fall
I'll have to go through all
Will I rise or will I fall
I've got to break through all
I'll have to find the right way and fight
Yet all I need is one small spark of light