I miss you

I find myself at a loss for words, But I miss you, it's true.
I know I should just text you first, But that's not what I want to do.
I wish you'd message me first, Just like you used to do.
I miss our long conversations, Now I hear nothing from you.
When I text, it takes days For you to reply.
And when you do, it's brief, Leaving me wondering why.
I don't want to say I miss you, I should make new friends, like you.
But it's hard, and I'm struggling, I miss you, it's true.
I remember the laughter we shared, The secrets we confided.
In those moments, I felt Our friendship was undivided.
We'd talk about our dreams, Our hopes and our fears.
Now those conversations have disappeared over the years.
I see you moving forward, Making new connections.
While I'm left behind, With my own reflections.
I try to reach out, But the silence is loud.
Your absence feels like A lingering cloud.
I wonder if you miss me, Or if you've moved on.
I hope for a message, But the wait feels so long.
I know I need to let go, To find my own way.
But the memories of us Make it hard to sway.
So here I am, in silence, Hoping you'll reach out.
To rekindle what we had, And erase this lingering doubt.
I miss you more than words can say, I miss the friend I knew.
I hope one day you'll see, That I still care for you.