No moment of peace

The world around me spins so fast
A moment of desiring peace, won't last
My mind dreams of calm reprieve
A place to rest, a space to breathe
But the spinning won't stop, they don't care
Everyone is pulling me, pulls everywhere

They can't see the fights I'm in
My struggles, they don't concern
My no is strange to their ears
To them, I'm just speaking in codes
Only their lives has their focus
Because my worries are not that bad

I want to stand still, just for a little while
In the relaxing quiet, to find my smile
I'm fighting all invisible battles, on my own
They don't see, they don't know
Invisible painful scars holding me tight
I just yearning' for something to end this fight

I’ve strong shoulders, but can't take much more
People only see me standing tall, inside I'm feeling' sore
Eyes don't see my hidden war
Even my body’s at a loss
Faking’ strength through the pain
But inside I’m feeling’ crossed

Their problems always seem larger
So I just let mine fade away
Let my problems disappear into silence
Because their voices always drown me out
My pain’s hiding deeper and deeper
In their dominant noisy shouts

Fighting' still fighting' for my own place
Searching' for a peaceful space
My head is spinning to bear their troubles
To listen to their fears
But, why should I matter much
I’m just drowning in their tears