Stucked

I'm stuck between, what I am and what I'm becoming.
The place that I stand right now is full of question marks, full of tears.
Cause I don't want to be here.
I feel pain, pain because I want it to be different now.
I want change now.
I'm working on me to be a better person, spiritually, emotionally to be healthy..but how, but when will I get there?
I don't want to be stuck here, between the now and the future.
This is not a place to dwell forever...please God, take me where I must be.
I Don't want to wait any longer...please God..get me there