Is it Christmas already?

Dark red skies crack through the stars
Thunder and lighting shine on my scars
The cold makes my skin shiffer and hurt
On a wall I have drawn a christmas tree in the dirt

Is it Christmas already?

Tiny fires light up this night
Like a star that has already died
I hide away in small places that are broken away from the world
A tiny fragile voice says ‘Merry christmas’ but it’s just words

Is it Christmas already?

Tiredness and sadness bring me to a deep sleep
My dreams take me far away to a world of Christmastrees and sheep
But when I wake this nightmare will contineu to exist
A fragile voice says ‘Merry Christmas’ through the mist

Is it Christmas already?