Addiction

We all know
what comes around goes around
I threw the ball in the wrong direction
because I was curious
but now it's haunting me everywhere I go
I'm afraid that I might be cursed
so it seems,
that smiling eyes are just a mirror for
all that a girl keeps inside
burried underneath red lipstick
is this my destiny?
no it's my own foolish game
and I'm the only one to blame
but if I want another happy ending
I should not fight against my addiction
I'll have to fight against myself..